June 1 682 A.C

Hello again, future reader.

Today is June 1 682 A.C

I just woke up and decided to read through the Journal and I read something that really scared me.

This day is supposed to be day 9, but it's not, it's day 11.

But Day 9 and 10 already exist, they are in my journal.

It doesn't make any sense, that's the future. How could it already be written?

Day 9 is today and day 10 is tomorrow. Is the journal showing me the future?

No, it's something else, if it was the future, day 9 would say what I am writing right now.

None of this makes sense and it's driving me insane.

What if I don't do what it says it's going to happen?

And if I do, will everything still be exactly the same?

But why is this here? I am sure I did not write this, I couldn't make this up.

Did I somehow travel back in time?

That wouldn't make sense either since the two days are still there.

If I had somehow travelled back, that would mean I haven't written day and 9 and 10, yet, but they are there.

I really don't know what to do.

I don't have to work today, so it makes it easier for me to think.

According to what I wrote in the other today in the morning at 8:54 a.m the journal has 630 pages and I already used up 9, but now I have used up 11 pages.

My paranoia was so big that I decided to count the pages of the journal again and now I am even more scared, the journal has 632 pages.

The two extra pages I used up, didn't change the number of remaining pages.

It could be because of the time weirdness that's going on, or the journal might be endless too, apart from being indestructible. I really don't know what to think right now.

I guess I'll just have to wait and see what happens on the real day 11 or day 13.

I have to work again tomorrow, I'll just be careful and do exactly what I did last time, except that I didn't actually do it. This is really confusing, I need some time to relax and think.

I still have to submit the report and do the things I said I have to do in the other time-line. I won't travel like I did in the original day 9,

I'm really not feeling well enough to do that. I really wonder how day 9 and 10 were.

I'll have to solve this all by myself, I can't tell anyone about this, no one would ever believe me. Maybe it'll all be fixed in the original day 11,

I just have to wait. I really hope this is some temporal thing.

I could either be stuck on day 9 and 10 forever after this or day 9 and 10 are repeating themselves just once.

If the second one is true, there is a chance I might not remember these two days, that's another thing I wonder, what if I am not the only one noticing this.

That's not the only thing bothering me, it's the journal too, what is this journal? How can it be endless, indestructible and beyond time? Who made this thing?

Maybe this is all caused by the journal. I'm scared of this thing, but I really need to know what this all is.

I guess the only "fun" thing about all this, is that I know things before I actually read about them. I hope that doesn't cause any problems in the future.

There might be something about this in the restricted restricted books, but it's a big risk to try and get in there, I just don't know what to do.

I'll stop writing now, I really need time to think. See you on day 10.

-Hu


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